Thursday, May 8, 2008
OMG! finally MYE over!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last papr was geog.. It was ok.. i studied enough for me to be able to answer the questions.... but i did not manage to finish the last question:'(.. but its only three marks.. so ok ba:D Today i finally talked to ashvini.. but its was just a hi and a bye... But its still talking:D i'm happy.
But... mother's day is on sunday. I already gave my mum her present. But i'm sure even though she seems very happy. She's hurting inside. I think its because of my dad and my grandmother. My grandmother keeps scolding my mum and saying insulting things. And my mum cries. My grandmother doesn't care bout my mum at all. And my mum is her eldest daughter. She favouritises her other children and keeps scolding and blaming my mum. My dad also. I called him to ask if he was coming. He said he was overseas. That is a huge hint already saying that he is with his other family. Celebrating with them. He also told my mum that. How do you think my mum feels? She loves him alot. She did not sue him or anything when he took 20k from her. my dad is so eager to divorce my mum.. my mum, in front of my aunties and her friends, she acts as if its nothing and she's not divorcing cos it'll be at my dad's advantage. But personally, i think its cos she loves him and doesn't want to let go. ITs the same for me. I don't want him to leave me forever and forget bout him. Everytime i think bout him. I just can't bear the thought of him leaving me forever. I say i hate him. I say he's just a walking bank to me. He's not. I love him. I miss him. I want him back. I want to have the happy times with him again. The days where we walked coco together. The days we celebrated coco's birth together. The days where he loved me. The days where we were a family. But thats impossible. He doesn't love me. I'm not his blood. I'm not a guy. I'm not smart to him. I'm not pretty. I'm stupid. I'm not perfect for him. But even if i know all that. Even if i know he was the one that caused me to lose buddy. Even if i know that he had an affair with my ex maid. Even if i know that he will never come back. I will always love him. I will never stop hoping for the day he comes back.
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