Friday, May 30, 2008
my gosh. the last time i posted was ages ago.. hahaha... Hm.. lots of things have happened.. to start, my mum has come back from her operation:D and she's doing very very wel... hahahaha... there was also church camp. NOW tthat suckd. Lots of friendship problems because of that. Haiz.. i'm not going to say cos i don't want to insult any of my friends:D. But those who noe. PLs. I don't like these things to happen. If you want to backstab me, don't lie to me. just backstab me. Don't have to tell other people how much you hate me but in front of me say tht you love me as a friend. You keep intruding into my life. I don't complain. but sometimes you go overboard... ah well.. hope you think bout it..
flew into your heart at [6:28 AM]
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
today, wan came back to school. aparently she came back last night... ad all.. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
flew into your heart at [5:27 AM]
Saturday, May 17, 2008
I'm suddenly stuck to the anime D gray man. Its really really nice. Its sweet and funny. hahahahaha. Unresistable! everyone should watch!!!
These few days i've been doing ntg except computer computer. I don't even have maple.... crazy right? ahahaha....
I think we're having a guitar competition on the 28th may... and the ensembe hasn't even learnt the songs perfectly.......... I don't even know how we're going to get first place..... but at least i have another guitar. Not exactly new... but...... passed down from rachel thong:D.... its really nice.... its loud.. we had to bring it home to change the strings though. Its was damn damn damn heavy la. i had to change hands every minute or so... haha... my uncle managed to help me to change the strings:D. so i wasn't in much trouble.. but i'm still not sure if the guitar is going to be mine temporarily... i hope so though.. i love it already:D..... ah well....
flew into your heart at [7:27 PM]
Friday, May 16, 2008
I really hate my life.
I don't have any talent.
I'm hated by all.
I suffer without someone who loves me always.
I consider suicide.
But i'm scared.
I want friends.
I get some..
But they leave me.
When i get to trust them..
Why is my life like that?
flew into your heart at [8:50 AM]
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Hm...
Tmr mornin my mum is going for her operation...
I have no freakin idea wht exactly is it for...
But yeeah....
I hope she will be okay..
She'll probably be resting for a month....
I'm so going to die...
everyone please pray pray pray for her...
we shall all pray that she'll be healthy....
loves:D
flew into your heart at [7:54 AM]
Monday, May 12, 2008
haha. today i went to school when all e other classes did not have to.... stupid right? and for what you ask, for a stupid stupid stupid video editing thingy. Something bout mr lee or mr ng.. damn stupid la. I just used the extra computer to check my horses on virtual horse ranch... haha... it lasted like for 6 hours? about thr.. then after that nicole tan came over:D haah.. we went swimming, something i haven't done in ages. I so miss swimming. It lets you clear your thoughts. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!. ok. my dad coming over soon le.. i think:P.. Post next time:D
flew into your heart at [4:07 AM]
Thursday, May 8, 2008
OMG! finally MYE over!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last papr was geog.. It was ok.. i studied enough for me to be able to answer the questions.... but i did not manage to finish the last question:'(.. but its only three marks.. so ok ba:D Today i finally talked to ashvini.. but its was just a hi and a bye... But its still talking:D i'm happy.
But... mother's day is on sunday. I already gave my mum her present. But i'm sure even though she seems very happy. She's hurting inside. I think its because of my dad and my grandmother. My grandmother keeps scolding my mum and saying insulting things. And my mum cries. My grandmother doesn't care bout my mum at all. And my mum is her eldest daughter. She favouritises her other children and keeps scolding and blaming my mum. My dad also. I called him to ask if he was coming. He said he was overseas. That is a huge hint already saying that he is with his other family. Celebrating with them. He also told my mum that. How do you think my mum feels? She loves him alot. She did not sue him or anything when he took 20k from her. my dad is so eager to divorce my mum.. my mum, in front of my aunties and her friends, she acts as if its nothing and she's not divorcing cos it'll be at my dad's advantage. But personally, i think its cos she loves him and doesn't want to let go. ITs the same for me. I don't want him to leave me forever and forget bout him. Everytime i think bout him. I just can't bear the thought of him leaving me forever. I say i hate him. I say he's just a walking bank to me. He's not. I love him. I miss him. I want him back. I want to have the happy times with him again. The days where we walked coco together. The days we celebrated coco's birth together. The days where he loved me. The days where we were a family. But thats impossible. He doesn't love me. I'm not his blood. I'm not a guy. I'm not smart to him. I'm not pretty. I'm stupid. I'm not perfect for him. But even if i know all that. Even if i know he was the one that caused me to lose buddy. Even if i know that he had an affair with my ex maid. Even if i know that he will never come back. I will always love him. I will never stop hoping for the day he comes back.
flew into your heart at [7:23 AM]
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Haiya.. Today was lit paper... and chinese oral too:D.... got it was so bad...... My lit paper hor.. i barely even knew what to write O.o... i din even have time to sleep! SHOCKING! haha... My chinese oral was damn damn funny larh... at first... my reading was like.. HORRENDOUS! haha.. i barely even knew what to say half the time:). conversation was worse... She was like..in chinese of course./. " nowadays got alot of children get into accident at the escalator there. what do you think about it?". I was like.. " wo xiang ta men hen playful. Shou hen ai luan nong dong xi. Ke shi ta men de fu mu ye shi cuo. ta men mei you teach properly ta men the haizi." it was like in half english half chinese.. it went on and on for my whole conversation. She said something bout how i should listen more in class.. It was so so so so disastrous la:D haha.. if i pass it'll be a miracle.. Tmr is science paper! second last paper! JY EVERYBODY!
flew into your heart at [4:40 AM]
Saturday, May 3, 2008
I know i'm a slow person.
I take a long long long time to notice who are my friends and who are not.
For ages and ages i thought N_____ was my best friend.
But now i'm in the same class as her,
I changed my mind.
i thought that i couldn't trust A______
But i was wrong.
Although i'm not close to her or anything...
I think she is a good good friend.
If she ever hates me,
I will still love her as a friend:D
she doesn't tell me her problems or anything...
but i do:D
I hope one day she'll trust me enough to tell me her problems..
i don't want ppl around me to suffer.
Cos i know that my life is rather good...
Compared to some of my friends...
flew into your heart at [7:51 AM]
Friday, May 2, 2008
Since i wanted to say this fro quite a while now:D...
I lurv maple so much and i managed to like.. lvl up to lvl 37 sincei started like.. two months ago:D
To some people it may be slow.
But its really really fast for me:).
I love maple so much now:D hehe...
ah well... i'll write more after i change the blog skin:D
flew into your heart at [7:39 PM]
This is my new blog from now onwards. i can't seem to enter my other blog acc. haiz...
flew into your heart at [7:36 PM]
*Victoria Wee*
*11th december*
*proud sec 2 sacian*
Favourites
*Computer*
*maple maple maple*
Dislikes
*assholes like K_______*
*people who don't like anime*
*Ntg at the moment*
Memories
*May 2008
*June 2008
*July 2008
Music playing
*My sixth blog...
**Kimberly*
**Wan dear*
**6 hibiscus 2006 blog*
*friend
Introduction
Whatever you wanna say.
This is my blog.
I am feeling happy.